Back in November I was fortunate enough to attend the SONSEIL and Johnson and Johnson Nurse Hackathon and it was one of the most amazing experiences of my career thus far. I was in a room full of brilliant, inspiring, innovative, people that wanted to network and help each other. I decided to present my product idea and had some great people join my group to work on development of it. Sad to say, that idea is currently on hold as my finances need to go towards purchasing a house! I am keeping it in my mind though, so as not to lose this idea and the plan to move it forward. I hope to stay connected with the many people in my corner for that project. Regardless, I returned from this event refreshed and exhilarated to bring the idea of nursing innovation full force back to my own workplace and it was an exciting time that I am hoping to continue to stay excited about. Since then though, I have also been thinking a lot about going back to school and it has been a struggle. It is both difficult deciding whether or not to go back to school, and if so, what to go for? I love what I am doing now, but also want to do more. Do I need an advanced degree to do so? Maybe? Does it depend on what I want to do? I don’t know! So many questions floating around in my brain daily. I try and think of what my dream job would be as a guide to which degree, but I can’t even figure that out! It might be the job I already have, who knows?! Then, I try and decide between clinical vs. academia and I find that I want to be able to dabble in both. But, to be a provider or not? Next, do I stick with nursing or try and do something with my first bachelors degree which is in biology. Still, no clear answer. Ok, so then what are my options? MSN, CNS, NP, DNP, PHD, MPH. The options are endless! I try and write down my areas of interest in the hopes that I will miraculously see what degree can combine them all. But those include: emergency/critical care nursing, nursing education, research and innovation, public health and education, infectious disease and emergency preparedness. No small list of course, if we are looking at the nursing side of things! By doing my own original research study in my ED right now, I am hoping to see if research is definitely my thing. I am also taking an interest in COVID-19 which is exciting and allows me to get into the infectious disease realm. But, then what? How do I know what to do next? I am currently feeling stuck and my guess is others before me have also been in this predicament. So, if you have any advice from the nursing field as to how to make this decision, and what jobs are out there for people with my interests, please let me know.
Sincerely,
an indecisive, scared of change, but ambitious and motivated nurse trying to navigate the world ahead.